planetary shifts

The planets must have been re-grouping themselves around my star.
What other reasons could there be, if not for all the changes that my
life is going through at the moment?

Caught a train that was running on a different schedule. The trip was
fantastic, but when the realisation struck on me that I have to move
on with my life, I alighted with a heart heavy as lead. It felt like coming
back to reality after a year long vacation, except a hundred times worse.
At the same time, I knew I've been putting it off for too long. It's better
this way too .. everyone's life is finally back on track as before.

Will also be moving my career to a local institution come middle of next month.
A more relaxed working culture, I heard, and a much better remuneration
were the reasons for my decision. It was the first time I ever resigned (well,
it is my first job after all) and I was thrilled it went so well. I cheated with
the tender of resignation though, I used the ready to use template from
www.i-resign.com =) Tomorrow, have to attend an exit interview. Another
first for me ..

Also heard some news from mom, who is in town for the week. I knew it was
coming; tried not to think about and perhaps suceeded for a while, though I
also knew its inevitable. Perhaps there really is no way to go against such a
big tide. I know I can try harder, but I am tired, I am relenting. Temptations
are telling me to be more rational and practical, to start thinking about my
future. I am scared ...