Socratic Dialogue Part 2
Music: Chen Qi Zhen - Hai Shi Hui Ji Mo (Still Lonely)

It's over before it has even begun ... Well that's strange becos just a few days ago, I have just decided to take the plunge. At least to try out and see how far this relationship will go ... so what went wrong?

Was it because he is more involved into it than I was? Hence scaring me off with his intensity?

Is it because I have yet to get over my phobia of commitments?

Maybe I give up too easily, especially at the prospects of so many differences and hurdles that we have yet to encounter? After all, is it not better to end things before things get ugly?

Or perhaps it is simpy because I am yet ready to settle down ... to be loyally attached to ONE significant other? I mean, I am still young and beautiful right? Why should I give up the entire forest for a mere stump? And I am not even sure if he is my significant other.

So many possible answers.

Am I falling into the same patterns over and over again?

Hmm maybe all I want is just to look at their dicks and then I'm bored after that