Socratic Dialogue
Music: Karen Mok - Ai (Love)

hell yeah ..been so busy .. with what I do not know. Hmm did a shoot on Saturday ... 27 takes .. not easy but money is good.

Hmm moving on to more serious matters .... I kinda like him but at the same time it irritates me that he is so pushy and demanding ..like a little kid who whines and baulks to get what he wants. I find myself giving in to him ALL the time, to go over to YET ANOTHER party after the other after-hour, to have yet another drink, to stay longer, to see each other more. This, that and many other more.

I am scared.

Our differences, our way of life ... I can't see us being together in a relationship for long.

But yet .....