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Music: Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Been feeling too emotional lately ... I attribute this to the loneliness you get from living in a bustling metropolitan, where its people trudges past without a nary of another glance, all preoccupied with thoughts that are more important, never a moment to spare lest they get left behind.
The faster they shuffle along, the further they get from their destination.
Till the end, it seems like they are just trying to make headway on a conveyer belt moving in the opposite direction.
I feel lonely because I am yet in that rat race. I am a bystander, watching from outside the aquarium ... amazed, yet curious and perplexed on the intricacies and mind-boggling mechanisms of it all. What is the driving force of the whole system? How is it even able to sustain itself, without any seeming possibility at all?
The possibility that one day I might be just another rat amongst there, anonymous, unidentifiable with the rest of the masses ... who purpose in life seems to revolve SOLELY AROUNDa clockwork schedule of work, play, rest, eat (repeat as see fit) and I shudder.
Lots of questions unanswered and "no one reaches out a hand for you to hold" ... the feeling of loneliness can sometimes be unbearable. Especially when you just need that special someone to hold ... and that's it ..just to hold. My recent futile crush, only serves to exarcabate the problem.
I broke down ...
Twice.
In the middle of the road.
OK not break down, I teared but I felt really miserable.
I was not being a drama queen. It felt good to release all that pent up frustration, and I do not mean sexually, thank you.
Something's not right with my life, and I need to change it NOW.
Maybe I should start listening to the voice within.
Music: Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Been feeling too emotional lately ... I attribute this to the loneliness you get from living in a bustling metropolitan, where its people trudges past without a nary of another glance, all preoccupied with thoughts that are more important, never a moment to spare lest they get left behind.
The faster they shuffle along, the further they get from their destination.
Till the end, it seems like they are just trying to make headway on a conveyer belt moving in the opposite direction.
I feel lonely because I am yet in that rat race. I am a bystander, watching from outside the aquarium ... amazed, yet curious and perplexed on the intricacies and mind-boggling mechanisms of it all. What is the driving force of the whole system? How is it even able to sustain itself, without any seeming possibility at all?
The possibility that one day I might be just another rat amongst there, anonymous, unidentifiable with the rest of the masses ... who purpose in life seems to revolve SOLELY AROUNDa clockwork schedule of work, play, rest, eat (repeat as see fit) and I shudder.
Lots of questions unanswered and "no one reaches out a hand for you to hold" ... the feeling of loneliness can sometimes be unbearable. Especially when you just need that special someone to hold ... and that's it ..just to hold. My recent futile crush, only serves to exarcabate the problem.
I broke down ...
Twice.
In the middle of the road.
OK not break down, I teared but I felt really miserable.
I was not being a drama queen. It felt good to release all that pent up frustration, and I do not mean sexually, thank you.
Something's not right with my life, and I need to change it NOW.
Maybe I should start listening to the voice within.
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