memories from a bygone era ...

"so this is it, the last sleepover.
it is the end of a chapter,
but its only the beginning of a book.
i am supposed to feel a bit sad right now,
but i dont (alright, alright, a bit maybe).
people keep asking me how do i feel,
it seems the only right thing
for me to feel is despair...
i want to describe what's going on in my head,
but i cant ...
open the curtain this morning,
all i can see is this big bright blue sky,
not even a drop of cloud in sight.
there is so many future out there
and there are so many things we need to explore ...
to cut it short, good luck to you
and i hope in the future when i am on my way
to god-knows-where,
i will see you again.

love, DC."