soliloquay

Been awhile since I posted anything meaningful ...
not really sure why ..
nothing to write?
nothing to say?
or just plain tired to say ...

Truth of matter is,
lots of things on my mind;
perhaps that is the reason why ...
I just dunno where to begin with ...

Sometimes I wish I am a simpler person,
I wish I am so easily satisfied,
and to be able to practice what I preach,
to be contented with what I have got ...

I wish I can look at myself and say
"Wow, look at what I have got .."
instead of
"Sigh, if only things could go my way ..."

Will I never change?
Is it true what they say about phases in life?
So why is it that some people just doesn't grow up?

Listening to Jay Zhou
"Dong Feng Buo" ...
the lyrics don't make much sense
but something in it makes my heart weep ...