roller coaster ride
mood: relaxed & refreshed
music: lost in space - lighthouse family (must hear!!)


a roller-coaster ride;
that is what this weekend was.

A smorgasboard of sensory overload;
new friendships created, old ones rekindled
and even the ache of past wounds resurfaced.
All in one night.

Uncertainties on where this road will lead me.
Is mind playing really an indispensable social
lubricant? Or is it just an elaborate courting ritual
that is totally unnecessary?

Sometimes, i wish, i really wish i knew wat the
other one is thinking of. Would take the chore
of ruminating over their statements ...

In the middle of it all,
right there, right smack in the middle of the tiny beach,
I looked around.

Familiar faces with amazing smiles (alcohol-induced maybe)
glowing with a sheen of sweat;
arms interlocked with another topless one'
with just as fabulous a body.
lost in the mind numbing rythm of the music;
the sensation of sweaty, topless and muscular
bodies around.

All worries cast back; job problems,
mind-games, ex-bfs, ex-fbs,
gym regimen, drama stuffs.

And for a moment,
perhaps ...
it was all worth it.
temporary highs, or otherwise.